Very poetic and thoughtful perspective! I’ve written a similar piece on the subject of living your purpose; I think in some sense it is a paradox. To pursue a heart-centered path and be true to yourself is the most fulfilling path, but it also does not negate the work involved to life life authentically. (And the work can also include learning the art of surrender.) Living authentically at a higher vibration means releasing traumas and healing and living life consciously. We meet ourselves wherever we are: as we heal, learn, and develop, we become better versions of ourselves.